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An old friend
Written by %%username%% @ 6:37 P.M. on Monday, Jan. 31, 2005
Wow. I mean, wow. Today, coming home on the bus I saw an old friend of mine, John. We havent seen each other in nearly a year. Seeing him made me miss his friendship sooo much. He may have a been a bit of a nutter, but I always had a good laugh around him.
Anyway, just thought Id post that. Im off to bed. Im fucked!
A bit better
Written by %%username%% @ 12:48 P.M. on Monday, Jan. 31, 2005
Okay, so Im feeling a little bit better today! Yay! Things are looking up. I should be moving out of home soon, in with some mates. It will be heaps better than living with dad. At least I hope. :P
*sigh* gtg, ill update l8r.
Mood swinging...
Written by %%username%% @ 5:28 P.M. on Saturday, Jan. 29, 2005
Hmmm. I need to sleep. Properly. Like for 15 hours straight without being woken up by the slightest fucking noise.
Because I havent been able to sleep properly lately, Im being really moody. Like my moods just swing from one extreme to the next, and dependent on how someone says something to me, I could just snap at them. Most of the time Ive stopped myself, but Ive had a few narky things to say this week.
I think some people need to make up their fucking minds. Im also sick of people telling me one thing, and then acting another way, or hearing something completely the opposite from someone else. IM OVER IT!!! FOR FUCKS SAKES PEOPLE! GROW THE FUCK UP! TELL THE FUCKING TRUTH!...
My head hurts, and Im sick of being so violently angry i could cry one minute and then so happy i could cry the next. Mood swings suck.
Updating..... just a little one
Written by %%username%% @ 1:14 P.M. on Wednesday, Jan. 26, 2005
Omg... I havent posted since Monday??? WTF!!
Yeah, its cos Ive got a hole new bunch of people to talk to when Im online. So much fun, just playing around...
Nothing much to say. Im just waiting for the lil one to get here and take me to the foreshore :) huge group get together. Looks like fun. Meet a few new people.
Yeah, thats about it... Love ya guys!
Funny ad
Written by %%username%% @ 6:39 P.M. on Monday, Jan. 24, 2005
Hahahahaha, this is funny as.
Some ad company had to market some sort of lubricant, kinda like KY Jelly. The ad seems innocent enough, until you notice the detail...
Rant about fucktard fathers
Written by %%username%% @ 2:18 P.M. on Sunday, Jan. 23, 2005
I have seriously just about had enough. Dad yells and screams at me, and I can say nothing in return, because Im scared that hes going to hit me. He never has hit me, but he always throws shit and makes out like hes going to hit me if I say something too close to the truth. So I sit here, and I take it. I take it because I love my father, but I dont like him. And because Im the more mature one. I dont know if I can take this much longer. He doesnt realise that whilst I may be his daughter, Im also a fully grown adult. I have thoughts of my own.
How can something like this make me cry after the week Ive just had??? How can something so small tear me up inside, and make me want to undo all the positive things Ive said to myself in the last couple of weeks??? Why does it make me want to scream out in pain, and dissappear, all at once???
I hate being human. Feelings suck. All they do is get you fucked over in the end.